My life as a marathon

The holidays have been hectic, and so time consuming, but I don't regret a single moment of it. This has been my year of blessing, and as I am on the verge of graduating, I want to prepare myself mentally, emotionally, and physically for what the world holds for me out there.

I had a welcoming family gathering on Christmas day, and while I didn't get to spend as much time with Alex as I wanted to, it made me remember how much I love him. I went out to different clubs with friends and it was such a reunion in so many different ways. Of course, you can't please everyone, and I didn't truly see every single person I wanted, it was more than enough to keep me busy for a straight week.

Secret Santa with friends. Secret Santa with coworkers. White elephant with family. So many wonderful gifts from Alex and his family! I feel so spoiled, and I'm so grateful for that.

Dave's potluck was fantastic. Joyous melodies, tons and tons of food, and good cheer. This was the reunion of my life. Absolutely everyone brought food, and it was real food, not some cheap store bought food. Everything was homemade and full of personal effort. Mark brought out his photo equipment and we had a mini photoshoot with all the friends. It's moments like these that make me remember just exactly who I am.

I bought my last pack of cigarettes today. Forever. I'm going to the gym with Alex in an hour so I can lose this holiday weight. I ate so much good food. I spent so much time with my beautiful niece. I never got to see Jaycie, but that's okay.

I get new year's eve off, and work late new years day. Things are definitely looking up for me this new year. I need to remember to maintain my composure, my convictions, and most of all, my passion and zeal for life. This is my moment and I want to reveal myself to the world.