Thursday, September 4, 2008

Dining in the Whale's Vagina

Last night Alex and I celebrated our 6 month anni with dinner at Todai. It's one of those all you can eat sushi restaurants in Mission Valley. Right underneath all the freeways. I always love going through that area because you can view the countless cars passing through.


All week I've thought about what I could get him for this special day, but I couldn't think of anything creative to do. I also didn't have enough time. There's never enough time.


Whenever I look at Jamie's photos, or at other friend's photos, I think of how much I'm missing out on. I don't have friends here like I do back home. I could try, but I just don't find that common interest. It saddens me to be so uninspired. The lack of creativity, of a muse, makes me somewhat depressed out here.

I need to find something beautiful. about myself. about my surroundings.


I can't see it.