Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Will power.

It's time to take control of my life, now that I have full reign. I'm determined to start exercising and taking better care of my health. With that being said, I'm going to start on June 1st. It doesnt' mean that this week is my last week to behave in a gluttonous way, but I should be preparing myself. This blog is going to be a way to record my daily activities. I really need to get in the habit of doing this if I want to make any progress.

Let's do this.

Friday, May 8, 2009

De Ville

Can I really be this cruel? I think lately I've been such a jerk, so lazy, so dependent, and so ungrateful. I don't want to be like that, but after my actions lately, it seems that I am. It's regretful to see myself in this new light, one which I just hate to see. Is this my way of transitioning out of this relationship? I don't want it to be bad, but I feel like I need it.

I can't help you like you help me.

The music's gone

I haven't listened to music lately. Nothing new. Not much old. I just haven't been doing it. It's made me feel sad. It was the easiest thing to be inspired by, but I've chosen not to be inspired lately. It's a flaw I wish to fix. I've gotta move away from this place.

Julie Ruin - Apt. #5