Smile

I find it so difficult to get mad at the ones I love. It's hard for me to let my problems burden anyone else, and it really gets to me. It's like I'm always putting on the happy face and smiling and trying to keep things light-hearted, but when a problem arises, I keep it to my self and try to deal with it alone. I realize that it's starting to get to me, and when I decide to let anyone in on my secret, the tears just rush to my eyes and I can't stop from crying. I don't reveal myself to others that much, and I try not to cry to anyone else. Holding everything in is taking its toll on me.

I need a happy place.