Quandaries

I don't want to break your heart. I don't want to be selfish, but I don't want to settle for less. I don't mean less in a demeaning way; what I mean to say is that I need more in order to thrive. Should I create a list of the pros and cons? or should I just remain in my current state, hoping a perfect life will come sweep me off my feet. There are so many different paths my life can take, yet I can't make a decision on any single road. I need my girls, and I need some definite rest and relaxation. Moments like these require so much more clarity, some in depth thought, and I don't want to rush anything. Family and friends need to be in my life right now.

Band of Horses - Detlef Schrempf