A conundrum of sorts

If I never knew what life was going to throw at me, I don't think I'd be ready. I've always been scouting ahead, finding out what lies ahead in the realm above me. I've never had to do so much tactical planning in my life. Sometimes, there are things you just can't plan for. Other times there are, and I've done my research well enough ahead that I can do something about this.

I need courage. I need faith. I wish I didn't know. Ignorance is such bliss sometimes...